I've never been good at keeping journals. Or blogs. Or anything really.
I'm always too busy. Just like how I'm too busy to put any effort towards writing my novel, or spending proper time taking care of myself, or dedicating properly to a relationship.
I'm horrible at committing.
But I try. I really do.
I want someone to love me, the good, the bad, and the ugly.
To look at me the way they do in the movies. But I guess that is a bit too much to hope for.
So, this will be the start of my new blog. The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly.
Lots of ooey gooey emotions. Bleh.

Stick with me through this or eff off. Whatever. But I have a feeling a blog will really help me.